kindle ï Shadow Me Shatter Me #45 ebook

mobi Shadow Me Shatter Me #45

kindle ï Shadow Me Shatter Me #45 ebook ↠ ❰Reading❯ ➹ Shadow Me Shatter Me #45 Author Tahereh Mafi – Dogsalonbristol.co.uk Juliette is still reeling from Warner's betrayal and Kenji is trying to balance his friendship with her with his responsibilities as a leader of the resistance against the Reestablishment Juliette is still reeling Shatter Me ePUB #8608 from Warner's betrayal and Kenji is trying to balance his friendship with her with his responsibilities as a leader of the resis ”Everyone thinks I’m not supposed to give a shit – that I shouldn’t – but I do I always do”Okay maybe I’m biased for giving this 5 stars but damn I just loved this lol It was amazing to be back into this world and even amazing to see it through Kenji’s eyes I always had a soft spot for him and I think he deserves way attention than he actually gets He’s such an awesome character he has a great sense of humour and he’s the best friend anyone could ever wish for Do I have to say even ”I have friends A makeshift family I’m lonely but I’m not alone My body works my brain works I’m alive It’s a good life I have to make a conscious effort to remember that To choose to be happy every day If I didn’t I think my own pain would’ve killed me a long time ago”It was kinda tough to read about his feelings though I mean I always suspected that there’s a lot of darkness behind his shiny smile but to actually read about it To find out how he truly feels inside It broke my heart TT Poor Kenji I think Warner and him might have even in common than they think They are both broken but they hide it in different ways ”Kishimoto if I considered other people’s mediocre standards a sufficient metric by which to measure my own accomplishments I’d never have amounted to anything” He looks up meets my eyes “You should demand of yourself You’re entirely capable”“Are you ” I blink stunned “I’m sorry was that your idea of a compliment”Still those two together were just too much fun lol I loved to see their friendship bloom and to witness that Warner actually started to trust Kenji was one of the best things ever 3 Warner’s pain however was really hard to bear My broken boy sniff I mean if even Kenji feels sorry for him this means that he’s in really bad shape right now ”I don’t think you do actually In fact I hope you don’t I wouldn’t want you to know how I feel right now I wouldn’t wish that for you”I can’t help but wonder if Juliette and Warner will find each other again I hope they do because they definitely belong together and I hate to see them so alienated It’s not good for my health to watch them fight I swear lol Also with everything I read about Kenji and Nazeera I really want them to be together as well XD Kenji was sooo adorable when she confronted him Haha That boy has no idea what he’s getting himself into but he’s definitely head over heels ; P ”I managed to walk not run back to my room and was able to hold on to what was left of my dignity I hopeThen again who the hell knows”JUST ADORABLE lol It’s funny how he has such a big mouth but apparently can’t seem to be able to speak properly when she’s around Not that Nazeera was doing a better job when she ran into him half naked in the hallway Haha Guess all those sexy abs must have been pretty distracting ; P Can’t blame her though In my head Kenji is one hell of a sexy boy as well XD A boy with a big heart that wants to be loved ”Instead I’m a big raw bleeding heart and I spend my days pretending not to notice that I want That I need Maybe it sounds weird to say but I know I could love the shit out of someone I feel it in my heart This capacity to love To be romantic and passionate Like it’s a superpower I have A gift evenAnd I’ve got no one to share it with”Plus I love how Kenji cares about everyone around him so deeply Even Adam He’s basically some sort of glue that holds them all together and this even though he obviously doesn’t even realize how important his presence is I loved how he saw Juliette and that he felt so much compassion for Warner and Adam 3 He has such a big heart and is there for everyone yet it seems like all his friends are so caught up in their own drama that they don’t even realize how tired and sad he is And this made me so damn sad TT ”I give her a lot of crap for being emotional all the time but I love how empathetic she is I love how she feels things so deeply that sometimes even joy manages to wound her It’s who she is She’s all heart” ”If I had to live with that every day I wonder if it would make me crazy too Because it’s not the pain that’s unendurable It’s the hopelessness It’s the hopelessness that makes you reckless”A gentle and caring boy like Kenji deserves better than that And can we just mention that little detail that was dropped so deliberately in the middle of this short story view spoiler ”Winston’s been in love with Brendan for a long time but I’m the only one who knows about it”LIKE OMG WHAT Oo I never saw that one coming lol How come my LGBT radar failed Mafi must have written those hints way too subtle to notice XD I’d be happy to see that ship sail though Really really happy because this would be a first for Mafi and I’d be so there for it hide spoiler

doc ↠ Shadow Me Shatter Me #45 ´ Tahereh Mafi

Aders gasping and this novella full of Kenji’s signature sass and big heart is the perfect story to tide fans over until Defy Me the shocking fifth book in the Shatter Me seri I whisper a uick thank you to the unknown to the air to the lonely ghosts eavesdropping on my private conversations with no oneI have a roof over my head and clothes on my back and food waiting for me every morning I have friends A makeshift family I’m lonely but I’m not alone My body works my brain works I’m alive It’s a good life I have to make a conscious effort to remember that To choose to be happy every day If I didn’t I think my own pain would’ve killed me a long time ago Guys I remember why I love Kenji so much He's the most perfect best friend and human being anyone can imagine What I really liked about this book is that it's not completely useless It brings the story forward at least a little bit CAN'T WAIT FOR BOOK 5 I’M SO EXCITED 🎉🤪

Tahereh Mafi ´ Shadow Me Shatter Me #45 text

Shadow Me Shatter Me #45Tance against the Reestablishment Things get even interesting when an unexpected person from Omega Point’s past Shadow Me ePUB #8608 surfacesThe ending of Restore Me left re 425 STARS well that was confusing but also satisfying It’s not the pain that’s unendurable It’s the hopelessness It’s the hopelessness that makes you reckless A short but gripping novella from Kenji's point of view giving us a chance to relive the end of Restore MeI found the choice of Kenji as narrator to be the perfect choice—since we get to understand and see many characters better check Characterization for Her words are a threat to their livelihoodThat aside I'm unbelievably confused right now 😂 I just reread the ending of Restore Me then Shadow Me then Restore Me again—and I can't make sense of any of thisNot only do their endings not make any sense individually but they make even less sense together I feel like I'm actually reading two different stories 😂So I obviously need Defy Me and hope that we get answersPS I've also got solid theories of what went down actually; you can find them in spoiler tags in the comments I hope—think—they're true I gape at him “Are you out of your mind”And when he says without a hint of irony—“No than usual”—it’s crystal clear to me that this dude is not okay Storyline Between all the drama of Warner and Juliette and the suspicious children of the supreme commanders Kenji is hurting in his own way—it just so happens that his feelings end up coming second all the damn timeI wish so much all the time that I didn’t give a shit about this sort of thing—that I could be like Warner a frozen unforgiving island; or even like Adam who’s found his happiness in family in his relationship with his brother—but I’m like neither Instead I’m a big raw bleeding heart and I spend my days pretending not to notice that I want That I need The last day of Restore Me was a whirlwind of madness and a cliffhanger that had us all tumbling to the depths of the abyss and we only knew a part of what was going onIn Shadow Me our favourite and hilarious Kenji tells us his side of the story، and makes us uestion exactly what happened and who was behind itIt doesn’t seem right that so much horrible shit should be like allowed to go down in such a short period of time There should be a fail safe in the universe somewhere something that automatically shuts down in the event of extreme human stupidity Maybe an emergency lever A button evenThis is ridiculous Storytelling Tahereh Mafi has a very raw and beautiful writing style focused on feelings In the rest of the books we got the emotional personality that is Juliette and Mafi accurately narrated the story how Juliette thought and viewed everythingBut in this book we get Kenji's hilarious outlook on the world and his uniue way of seeing things My eyes light up “Is that coffee”Winston pulls away from the door horrified “It’s my coffee”“Hand it over”“What No”I narrow my eyes at him“Why can’t you get your own” he says pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose “This is only my second cup You know it takes at least three before I’m even half awake”“Yeah well I have to be downstairs in five minutes or Warner’s going to murder me and I haven’t had any breakfast yet and I’m already exhausted and I really—”“Fine” Winston’s face darkens as he hands it over “You monster”I have to say I've always admired Mrs Mafi's writing and how she wears the skin of her narrator completely delving into their specific way of thinkingAnd while the Shatter Me books have never gone above 4 stars for me her other books have all been 5 stars I simply don't think her dramatic way of writing fits into the genre well I'd like to see how that'll change Characterization Kenji I don't even know what to say about this awesome guy He's so sympathetic and understanding and I hurt for how he feels obligated to care incapable of being cruel His focus on the blessings in his life is so inspiring and I just want the best things for him I force myself to say it out loud I’m grateful I take a few moments to feel it Recognize it I force myself to smile to unclench the tightness in my face that would otherwise default too easily to anger I whisper a uick thank you to the unknown to the air to the lonely ghosts eavesdropping on my private conversations with no one I have a roof over my head and clothes on my back and food waiting for me every morning I have friends A makeshift family I’m lonely but I’m not alone My body works my brain works I’m alive It’s a good life I have to make a conscious effort to remember that To choose to be happy every day If I didn’t I think my own pain would’ve killed me a long time agoI’m grateful Juliette it's amazing to see and scrutinise her from somebody else's point of view and no Warner doesn't count—he's in love with her Kenji says it best and I can't help but agree with him I give her a lot of crap for being emotional all the time but I love how empathetic she is I love how she feels things so deeply that sometimes even joy manages to wound her It’s who she is She’s all heart Warner it's interesting to see Warner from Kenji's eyes Also it's good that we have our charismatic boy back—I'd been starting to think he was slipping away to become a little pathetic I was wrong; and I've never been happier to be wrong Shit This kid is breaking my heart Adam we don't get any Adam in this to be honest but what I appreciate is how Mafi makes us understand him by showing us what Kenji sees in him I think these paragraphs are very important for readers who hate him to read Adam hasn’t changed a bit Still moody No sense of humor Generally irritatedHe comes off as an angry explosive guy—and sometimes he really is an asshole—but it must be hard to watch your kid brother live all alone on a compound for tortured abandoned children It slowly kills your soul to watch a ten year old kid sob and scream in the middle of the night because his nightmares keep getting worse and no matter what you do you can’t seem to make it betterI’m not sure Adam will ever recover from the blows he’s been dealt It’s obvious he has PTSD I don’t think he even sleeps any I think he’s slowly losing his mind Nazeera an awe inspiring character Yes maybe that woman is just perfect Her everything amazes and bewilders me—she's perfection incarnate 😍 and I'm NOT fangirling here 😂“For me it’s a symbol of resistance”I mean Just Wow view spoilerThere's no one I ship with Kenji He's one of my favourite characters and deserves to be loved by a resilient strong woman like Nazeera hide spoiler

recipe